It's Over!!!!!!

Nine times I have done this march…and I am tired of it.  I know I can do it, I know I won’t break in half and I know my heart won’t explode from the pain.  But, oh, how it  is no fun at all--his birthday, our anniversary and his death date.  My mind thinks about the what if’s and my heart aches for yesterday.

So, now onto the holidays and the New Year!

P.S.  Thanks to my wonderful children for the flowers on the deathaversary and thank you to my sweet friend Annie for the anniversary flowers (sorry no picture)!