Loss

I didn't just lose the man I loved,
I also lost an easier life.

I lost a someone to share my history and memories with.

I lost someone who shared and cared about my dreams, goals, and life.

I lost my best friend.

I lost my love.

I lost my life.  Living will never be the same.  Life will never be the same.  I will never be the same.

In some ways I am better,
In some ways I am stronger,
In some ways I have more peace.